Book Two of the TENZIN TRILOGY, THE SOUL COLLECTOR is now available!

Seven days before he was assassinated in November 1963 then President of the United States John Fitzgerald Kennedy said this: “There is a plot to enslave every man, woman and child in this country. Before I leave this high and noble office, I intend to reveal that plot.” Kennedy was murdered before he had that chance. The conspiracy he alluded to is not only ongoing but much more advanced than it was in 1963.

THE SOUL COLLECTOR explores the New World Order conspiracy to enslave humanity. It is a fast-paced adventure that pits Tenzin and his extended family against a vast multi-dimensional enemy that is determined to destroy them and subjugate Earth. That enemy is satanic and adept at psychic warfare. Its numbers are legion. Its weapons are many. Its forces are endless. They include aliens, shapeshifters and agents of the Illuminati. Against such odds, how can Tenzin possibly prevail?

“The Communists stole Tibet, but they can never steal our minds, unless we hate them. I will not do that. I will not be a victim. I choose to love the Self in everyone, including my enemies. Hatred never freed anyone. One liberated individual can change the world. It has happened before. We all need to be that person now. We will use love to fight those who would enslave us. If we love, the Light remains in this world. If enough of us love, the Light will protect this world from those who wish to steal our freedom. When we love we are not victims. And if we aren’t victims, we won’t attract oppressors. It is up to us, and others like us. No one is coming to save us. We must save ourselves.”
– Tenzin Osun

Alan, you are a remarkable writer. I couldn’t put it down.

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THE SILENT STEPS OF GRACE is a gripping tale of tragedy, transformation, and triumph. It spans the turbulent period in world history from 1925 to 1967 with particular emphasis on the Tibetan Holocaust and the Vietnam War. The central character, Tenzin, is a young Tibetan monk of exceptional promise. When the Chinese invade Tibet and approach his monastery, Tenzin’s superiors order him to flee. He is to cross the Himalayas and make his way to the American embassy in Delhi where an airplane ticket waits for him. He arrives in Los Angeles months later, alone and exhausted. Eventually, he learns that the Chinese have executed everyone he loves. Overwhelmed by grief, he slowly claws his way out of despair to become a beacon of hope in his adopted land.

THE SILENT STEPS OF GRACE provides the template for the hero’s journey we all must take if we are to lead fulfilling and evolved lives. It will take you on a deeply emotional adventure, and provide you with sage advice when confronted with life’s relentless challenges.

If you’re looking for a spellbinding tale THE SILENT STEPS OF GRACE will move you. If you’re a seeker of higher truth THE SILENT STEPS OF GRACE will inspire you. If life has dealt you a crushing blow THE SILENT STEPS OF GRACE will help you stand up and move forward again. If you wonder why America and the rest of the world has been morally degraded and destabilized the SILENT STEPS OF GRACE will illuminate the dark agenda now threatening Earth. If you wonder if there’s an answer to the planet’s plight, and fear it’s too late even if there is, THE SILENT STEPS OF GRACE will give you hope and courage.

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Many thanks for introducing your extraordinary book to me.  I found it very unique, compelling, well written and thought provoking.  At times it was very hard to put down and I found myself reading well into the wee hours of the morning.  A most interesting and enjoyable read indeed – very unlike any other I have read and I am an avid reader of a huge variety of topics.

Read this on two flights and it made the time and turbulence fade away into the clouds. As someone who reads constantly, this is like no other book I have ever read. Each chapter keeps you deeply invested in the story, characters, and experiences in two separate worlds until they meld into one fantastic storyline midway thru the novel. The lessons taught and learned by each character had me making notes to share with others constantly. I have recommended this book to loved ones and random strangers as well was clients.

This is an amazing book! Having read (and cherished over the years) his previous book “Journey of Love”, I was looking forward to this book – and the only disappointment was in myself for not reading it earlier! I suggest that you consider buying the print version – you will find yourself reading it with a highlighter constantly in your hand! This book is so full of gems of wisdom that I have literally over a hundred quotes highlighted. If you let it, this book will help heal you – the meditation and visualization techniques alone are well worth the price.

Alan Mesher has written an unfolding adventure of an extraordinary boy who escapes the Chinese invasion of Tibet and the murder of hundreds of thousands of Tibetans to find himself in Los Angeles wearing a tattered monk’s robe and speaking no English. This is a deeply spiritual book in the form of a novel-at-its-best. I was so hooked that I would have read it in a single session had I started it in the morning. The writing is clear, the characters well-developed and the grand story unfolds with enthusiasm. I finished reading it as a better man than when I began.

I read a lot. This is the greatest book I have ever read. I don’t want to finish it!

Tenzin is irresistible. I wish I had his phone number when I needed a bit of comforting myself.

At one point in The Silent Steps of Grace, the narrator tells us that “. . . Grace could be hard and merciless. She requires you to travel down a long dark tunnel before she allows you to emerge into the light.” In his first novel, author Alan Mesher has crafted an intricate spiritual adventure through which readers may experience the many shades and textures of darkness of this world. The atrocities of war. The bitter poison of betrayal. The loneliness of exile. And yet, through it all, Grace’s presence glimmers steadfast at the end of the tunnel, relentlessly guiding the reader to emerge into the light.

The Silent Steps of Grace is the story of Tenzin, a tibetan monk, a true spiritual warrior who is willing to walk through the darkness as often as it rises to strike him down. More important, he is a man who is willing to devote his life to teaching others how to find the strength and wisdom to take those sometimes subtle, often elegant, always silent steps of grace. As Tenzin tells his friend, “No one is coming to save us. Not in Tibet. Not in America or anywhere else. We must save ourselves.”

I recommend that you read The Silent Steps of Grace. Savor it. The subtle layers and echoing themes of Mesher’s writing will open your heart and make it stronger. It will show you that there is always a way to find the light, even when you are navigating the deepest darkness.

I think of Tenzin often. His story stays with me as if he is an old friend I have neglected to contact for a while. I wonder what he’s up to, and I look forward to hearing about his latest adventures when I see him again. Thank goodness this is the first volume of a trilogy. I will be happy to hear from my old friend and to discover where his next adventures take us.

At one of many profound moments in this story, Tenzin says, “A moment of beauty requires no apology.” And so it is with The Silent Steps of Grace. A moment of beauty. You will not be disappointed.

I’ve just finished a remarkable book written by a remarkable man. It’s one of the best I’ve read in years, and a thoroughly enjoyable read! The Silent Steps of Grace is said to be “a gripping tale of tragedy, transformation, and triumph.” For a historical novel (that could very well be a true story!) it’s definitely that and more! Written by world renowned healer and author Alan Mesher, this latest work is a true masterpiece of the adventure of “the quest” offering universal spiritual truths in an extraordinarily appealing style. Set against the backdrop of the Chinese invasion and slaughter of Tibet and the 1960s, we follow the life and journey of a young Tibetan, Tenzin Osun, as he makes his way from orphan in Tibet to spiritual Master in California.

I found it difficult to put down this book. It is engaging, well written, intriguing, beguiling, and invites us on a journey of self-discovery via the timeless tests and lessons the characters confront and what they learn from their challenges. As one reviewer put it, “The novel’s central character, Tenzin, is the sort of irresistibly wise friend that we all wish we had.” It’s one of those rare books that the closer you get to the end, the more you wish it were not ending. The good news is we are told it is Book One of the Tenzin Trilogy, so we can expect this tale of love, courage, adventure, and journey into higher awareness to continue! Ultimately, it is the story of the triumph of higher spiritual awareness over the negativity that pervades our world, and has for a while.

Tenzin’s wisdom is infectious, and yes, he is “irresistible.” While I’ve never taken to pedantic works, there’s nothing of that sort of teaching here. The way that Alan tells this timeless tale of a young Tibetan Buddhist’s “hero’s journey,” the more I read, the more I found myself pondering Tenzin’s sage advice about certain very human issues, problems, and challenges. Through the wisdom of this work, we come to realize the applicability of universal truths offered through the very human characters. That makes this book worth reading, enjoying, and taking to heart. I wholeheartedly look forward to reading part two, scheduled to come out in 2014!

Thank you so much for the wonderful experience of “The Silent Steps of Grace”. I have gotten away from reading but I could not put the book down. It moved me on so very many levels and at the end it opened a floodgate of emotion (all waiting to be released). I have been a prolific reader and no book has ever produced such a deep response in me. Thank you.  To all readers this is a beautiful written book that creates a tapestry of history, spirituality, conspiracy and life. Wisdom on many levels.

Dear Alan, I really enjoyed reading your book immensely and I am not an avid reader.  Your book  has really helped me grow in my present life. It has opened me to looking at my inner truth, and wanting to continue to look at where I would like to grow in my life.  I have definitely noticed a shift in my life. I have started to do meditation, looking at giving more to others, and also at the Illuminati, and how corrupt it is. I would say it is a must read for anyone who is wanting to become more self aware, and understanding the world we truly live in. I will want to reread your book again, and look forward to your next book. Thank you for writing such an amazing book.

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Healing Daisy

A Labrador with Renal Failure Who Wasn’t Expected to Live

I’d l like to call this testimonial, “A miracle for Daisy.” Daisy is my son, Jim’s beautiful red fox colored Labrador, and she is less than 2 years old. I watch Daisy and my 3 year old grandson while my son and daughter-in-law are at work. In early March, I noticed that Daisy’s appetite was getting very poor, and she seemed to be drained of her youthful energy. One night my son called me and told me that Daisy developed a pronounced limp in one of her front legs. He thought perhaps she hurt herself in their backyard. I guess we all thought it was just a minor sprain or bruising and she’d shake it off in a day or two. However, after a couple days, Daisy grew weaker and her limp got worse.

After my son got home from work, he asked me to accompany him to our local ER vet hospital since Daisy was not getting any better. At that point we were just thinking that maybe Daisy was suffering from a fracture or torn ligament, and her pain affected her energy level and appetite. While we were at the ER vet hospital, they did an x-ray and showed us that there was much swelling in her front leg, but no breaks or fractures. They did not run any blood tests that night which surprised me. While Daisy was still in the back getting a shot for her pain, they instructed my son to give Daisy the pain meds and an anti-inflammatory daily for a week. When they finally brought Daisy to us, she was so disoriented and extremely weak. We asked the vet tech what kind of shot was given to Daisy? She said they gave her a morphine shot since her swelling was so severe. We were not happy to hear that they did that to her especially without consulting my son first ! Poor Daisy lost her bowel and bladder control as we were leaving in the hospital entranceway.

Daisy was actually in worse shape after the hospital visit. I feared that Daisy was so drugged that she might lose bowel/bladder control throughout the night, so I volunteered to keep her that night. I knew Daisy would be quiet at my home, since my son and daughter-in-law were very busy with my two little grandsons both under 3years old. I then decided to actually kept Daisy for the week to give her around the clock care and to give her the meds on time. My youngest son, my husband and I all took turns sleeping with Daisy in my family room. I set a comfortable bed for Daisy in my family room which gave her easy access to the back door leading to our backyard.

As the days went on, Daisy appeared to get a bit better as far as her leg went. Her limp was going away. However, she still had chronic fatigue and a poor appetite. My son, Jason did a great job in hand feeding her and syringing water in her mouth every day. Since I was still concerned about Daisy’s overall health, I was happy to hear that Samantha, my daughter-in-law and Jim decided to get Daisy fully checked out at her regular vet. Daisy was to stay there all day for testing. My son asked me to pick her up later that day, in which I did. When I got to the vet that day, I really didn’t know what to expect since I knew Daisy’s lack of an appetite was not good. Well, the report was devastating which brought me to tears, I was told Daisy was in “end stage renal failure.” I felt like I was in shock, denial and grief all at the same time! Her doctor said that Daisy ingested a toxic liquid of some kind which lead to this, and of course her vet said with good care she can survive but not for long.

Fortunately, Jim and Samantha were both phoned with this news, so I didn’t have to tell them.

So, I took our Daisy home with her special food and instructions. She was to get IV’s every day to flush her kidneys and liver. Needless to say we all did a lot of crying, it wasn’t until I finally spoke with Alan that our tears turned to hope and joy. I’m a person of faith and I prayed every night for Daisy’s healing. One night I decided to google stories of dog healings. However, most stories I read were about how dog’s love was a healing force for individuals who were sick or disabled. They were wonderful, heart warming stories, but I was looking for actual stories of sick dogs who were miraculously healed. I always believe in God’s healing for humans so of course since God created all animals to be our companions in this life, why not healings for them too?

Then I happened to see a story by Alan Mesher. It was a heart warming story of how he was watching a little poodle for a friend and unfortunately the little dog was brutally attacked by a large dog. Alan wrote how he heard the noise of the punctured diaphragm of the poodle. Alan and his girlfriend rushed the dog to the vet and was given a grim diagnosis that the dog might not last the night. Alan felt helpless and went into a deep meditation focusing on the poodle’s healing. The next day, the vet gave him miraculous news about the poodle’s total healing and how the diaphragm hole sealed up miraculously at the exact time Alan sent out his healing to the little dog. This healing testimonial from Alan gave me such hope that healings do exist for our animal companions.

I sent a message to Alan telling him how much I appreciated his story and how I am holding on to hope and prayer for Daisy’s life. Now I didn’t really expect an answer back, since I knew Alan was a famous man and very busy no doubt. Well, later in the day I was so surprised that Alan wrote me back to call him. Unfortunately, it was too late to call him back that evening since there was an hour difference in our locations. Alan’s in Florida and I’m in Illinois, an hour earlier. When I finally got to speak with Alan the next day, I told him all about Daisy. He gave me such hope that Daisy will be healed. Alan told me to call him every morning at 9am, in which I did and he instructed me to put my cell phone on speaker and put it near Daisy’s lower back area where her kidneys are.

After that first energy healing session, Daisy’s energy started to come back and miraculously her appetite was coming back. I was amazed and so excited in knowing that Daisy was actually getting better. Alan was so kind and devoted to Daisy’s healing that the morning sessions took place every day for several weeks. After every session by Alan, I saw how Daisy was actually coming back to life ! Her appetite came back full force, her playfulness came back, her energy level was up, her tongue was pink again and no longer grey!

I was so happy, and even though I know my kids were not too happy with me for keeping their dog here for several weeks, it was recommended by Alan, and they saw how Daisy was being healed and they too were happy.

Daisy’s last blood tests revealed that all her levels were going in the right direction toward “Normal” !! She actually went from severe anemia to a normal red cell count and to normal liver enzymes. Daisy’s vet couldn’t believe his eyes when he last saw Daisy, he said she looked like a totally different dog. Her eyes were bright and not blood shot as they were before, and she had healthy energy. Now he didn’t know that Daisy was actually feeling the healing effects from her sessions with Alan, but all of us knew this is why Daisy came back to us. I believe God answered my tearful prayers for Daisy’s healing and He directed me to Alan’s poodle story. And that first call from Alan was the beginning of Daisy’s healing journey. Alan, truly has a gift from God to heal our animal companions with his healing love energy for them. I will be forever grateful to him for his weeks of devotion to Daisy’s healing sessions.

Thank you Alan for being our Daisy’s guardian angel !!
God Bless You and Your Gift,
Love, Gina and Daisy

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